wall plus head

i forgive myself,
    (see the red hot flowers lilting into sorrow)

i forgive myself,
    (i am tired of saying i can't.)

i forgive myself.
   (shouting out obscenities is
     over done, isn't it?)

i forgive myself.
   a land of contrast
    a feeling of not being _____
     enough.

i'm falling.
i'm done.